Today.
*sigh*
I don’t feel like myself lately. I feel like days have been harder than usual and it’s like I’m dragging something everywhere I go. It’s hard to say, but there are times where I struggle to find things to be grateful for. It’s even harder to motivate myself to do anything too.
do you know that feeling? it’s like an out of body experience where you are looking down at yourself and you can see everything that you’re doing and everything that you want to change, and yet there’s something that’s blocking you from going back into your body to fix everything you’re seeing. What’s left is the frustration of not being able to change, and at the same time that feeling of ignorance, where you don’t even realize everything that’s going on and everything that you’re feeling. All you feel is empty and hollow, like something inside you is missing.
Existential crisis? Part 2?
I need to get my hormones checked lol I don’t feel good at all and I don’t know what to do about it all 🙁