In my small group last week, I shared something I don’t usually share with others. Just a while ago, I had to hide a bunch of my old posts. They were the reflective, depressing, conflicted posts that I posted on here once in a while… they were therapeutic in the moment, but they were quite sad when I reread them. They went back as far as the very beginning of this blog site in 2009… I guess I didn’t realize that I was probably having a bunch of problems that were a lot deeper. The past two to three years have been hard for me and this past year was probably the most mentally challenging. So for the first time, I looked for help. Going back to my small group, one of the last questions we discussed was on the notion of letting go and how we know when that is the right time… this entire past year I’ve struggled with maintaining my friendships and trying to open myself and ready myself for potential new relationships… as a result of my own problems, I’ve pushed a lot of people I care about away… at the same time, the people I…