Close your eyes. Be still. Concentrate on being quiet. Forget everything that is going around you. Now open your eyes.
Today, I spent a lot of time thinking. In this time of contemplation I desperately tried to resolve some of the issues I have, trust issues. For some reason, I don’t think that high of myself. I don’t trust myself enough to let love in, and I don’t trust anyone enough to give it away. So how do I resolve this?
Today, I spent too much time thinking. I spent so much time thinking of all the painful things that have happened and all the painful things that I’ve held on to that I started crying. Why I have put all this pressure and pain on myself, I don’t really know. But I hope I resolve it soon because I feel I’m going to explode.
Tomorrow, I’m going to take a step back. I often think ahead, plan for my future, plan for anything that might go unplanned. Tomorrow, I’m going to take a step back and take a deep breath. I have so much to do. I have so little time. I need to rest, I need to rest, I need to rest.
Close your eyes. Be still. Concentrate on being quiet. Forget everything that’s going on around you. Now look up. God is watching you. God is waiting for you. So go to Him, leave your burdens, for He loves You. He always has.