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Too Fast

Life is passing by way too fast! It’s December already and this month as well as last month has been a blur. From my one hour commute to and from work, to countless orientations, computer labs, and training days, the days have been passing by so quickly.

And just as this opportunity has appeared in front of me so unexpectedly, I have found myself with other interview opportunities at great hospitals as well. I was in such a slump for two whole months. To have all these opportunities come to me like this is literally the polar opposite of what I felt in those long long days.

But you know, even if I’m not where I planned to be, I feel so blessed. Even in my slump days, I was blessed too. I just didn’t see it then. Every closed door I received has led me to where I am today and although multiple doors closed on me, I trusted that God knew what was better for me than I did. And He certainly did not disappoint. Everything feels right in this moment. I’m not as scared as I was before, I’m not as doubtful. This whole experience has instilled a greater trust in God and although my struggle brought on a lot of tears and sleepless nights, I can say that those difficult days led me to lean on God more than anything else in life.

December marks the end of yet another year. I’m so happy to see a lot of my goals being accomplished in the timeline I’ve set for myself, but I’m even more excited to see what this next year might hold for me. Every 5 years I set up these goals for myself and so far, I’ve accomplished everything I’ve set out to do. It’s about time I start making a new list. I can’t wait to see what I do in the next 5 years 🙂